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Don't feel like sleeping … No-one seems to do much on this site anymore..*note hypocrisy* The clock reads 4am ..college in 5 hours.. I wont be attending. ..Life is good, honestly it is better now than I think it has been before.. well as far as I can remember anyway (cue horrible accident) … much is still missing, ah well cant have it all I suppose..still wake up looking forward to my day.. Still I cant help but note as I reread this that I sound like I am trying to convince myself of something… Listening to the Smiths and broken social scene on you-tube a lot tonight.. I am liking it… Blah blah here I am wondering wi

Urgh, exams soon, I suppose I should be studying instead of wandering about the Internet… ah well maybe if I don't study all my horrible CAO decisions will be made for me and I wont have to decide whether or not I want to spend the rest of my life on edge playing with lives or whether I will just fade into a mediocre life but have fun doing so… Why the fuck do we only get one life anyway.. There is way too much to do, On the upside my parents are going on holiday just when I finish my exams, just leaving: me, my "little" brother and my cool sister… it is just as well they are, as I have a lot of crazy to start making up and

And so begins what I hope will be a relatively insignificant period of my life …I hope I will look upon the 17th of  March as a day of little consequence, either way things will change. Despite that gloomy and somewhat ominous intro I am the happiest I have been in some time.. nine weeks to the end of forced conversation and deadening routine .. cannot wait… I could hear my housemate singing a James Blunt song through the wall that divides our rooms the other night…don't suppose I will miss that either